Femaleandlovinit

Wow. This was a pretty hectic day. I had a major headache all through lunch and 4th period. And ofcourse my 4th period is the loudest class in school. And I'm pretty serious. The counselors, who are pretty used to loud noises, kicked us out because we were too loud for them. Anyways I at last couldn't take it anymore, and shouted at them to shut up. And it worked. For three seconds... Then ofcourse the girls who don't listen to anyone didn't listen to me and kept on talking. Which made the others think oh, it's okay to keep shouting at the top of our lungs... I swear one day that class will be evicted for being too noisy. But then my day got a little bit better when I joined my friends in their portrait making. I drew a friend my friend Mimzy, and i must say I'm proud of how it turned out. She looks like an adorable little pixie. So I think I'll try to join in on the portrait making more often. Although I still have that headache...

I cannot explain the stress that I'm going through! I have to finish making a documentary about Judicial Review by this Tuesday! ;~; That's about 5 days away! However luckily for me I have family connections! Meaning I've got an uncle that works at the court! And so I have at least one interview squared away! Now I just need to find some Social Studies teachers, or a judge. I'd love to have at least 3 interviews. That way, my video seems professional. Anywho, I've been experimenting with water colors, and may I say that they're a b*tch to have to prepare. It's probably because I'm a noob and all, but ya know... Very irritating to have to find separate slots to put the colors. However I like how pretty it turns out. I'm learning how to control my brush strokes, and which color matches best with which color. And so I have a new painting that I'll finish soon. Hopefully It'll be done by Monday :3 If not, I don't mind. It's real fun to take something from your mind, and put it onto a piece of paper. Or ya know, "Wet Media".

Yay~ Today was my first day in art class, and I must say. It was better than I expected it to be! I expected prissy people telling me how horrible I am at drawing. Instead, I got my first hand drawn deviation~ And I'm learning about the different types of art tools. My friends chuckled, and called me an art virgin when they saw me playing with a sharpener. Although I couldn't help it. I mean it was a sharpener for a RECTANGULAR pencil! If you saw it for the first time many of your questions would have been answered! Anywho, I had fun, and I can't wait to go back tomorrow. I've already planned for a new deviation~ Although I find myself wishing for tape. :/

"I always forgive and never forget,
Because I don't want to let the friend that I gave up on
Become the one that I'll always regret."

I don't know. I guess I want to still be angry with her, but at the same time I don't feel angry anymore. I mean I'll look back at the incident, and I won't feel anything bad. Hell I'm actually proud of that incident. Not because we fought, but because I got one hell of a great work out of it. Anyways it probably won't be the same as it was last time, but I'll still call her a friend.

So a new vein of inspiration had hit, and I've finally gotten back into writing! Anyways so I had this argument with a friend of mine, and all I can say is a lot of good things came out of it. I might sound a little heartless when I say this, but I'm not that sad that we're not talking anymore. I mean I've been feeling pretty neglected nowadays anyway. So I have now been hanging out with my more artsy friends, and I've been feeling productive.